I haven't blogged in almost a week, and frankly the last things I blogged were passing info and crap.
I feel some shame/worthlessness in that.
I am happy to write that my brother has a new job that he will start the first of 2008. Yay JM.
There are other, very deeply personal notes that I could add to that, but alas, they are 1) deep and 2) personal, and don't belong on the blog. If you get my drift.
I am not in the Christmas spirit. I have something that has been wrestling in my spirit and I haven't done it yet and I don't know how to approach this, but I know that if I don't do it -- it's sheer disobedience, and I don't want to let it get that far.
That probably makes no sense.
But, I'm not in the Christmas spirit yet.
Although, A Charlie Brown Christmas comes on TV tonight and I really love that movie.
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Twenty years ago next Thursday, my own personal Nagasaki came down and shattered alot of the naivety that I knew.
And I have spent the last two decades of my life trying to figure out how in the HELL to make sense of it all.
That's what I spent my weekend thinking about.
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I did color my hair this weekend... and I love it!
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It's hard to get the Christmas spirit sometimes ~ WAAAAYYYY too much pressure this time of year!!!
Don't know what you are trying to deal with, but I promise to pray for you. Also, just come on over and let the protectors in the shower help!!!!!! love ya, bits
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