I have a lot of thoughts floating around in my head. A bullet list seems somewhat appropriate.- Tomorrow's marks the 2nd anniversary of Nathan's death. I wish I could say that the sting and pain goes away, and it kind of does, but the dull ache is here for good. As much as I miss him, I'm thankful that he's in heaven, in a whole perfect body (as they are in heaven).
- I'm working to get the CF GS Walk stuff posted before tomorrow too. I may solicit for prayers through this process because it's never easy.
- I've been feeling extra paranoid this week. I know it shouldn't be a problem, but whenever I feel like this, it's usually NOT unfounded.
- the new boss is a welcome respite for my department. Praise God that the transition of the last few days has been easier than I thought.
- but there are a lot of other changes (some we know about and some we don't ) coming down the proverbial pipe. EEEK!
- Yesterday, my grandfather had to be taken via ambulance for passing out and busting open his head. Bless his heart! He's okay now, but nearly scared us to pieces!
- I realized yesterday that I have never been in the back of an ambulance. Praise the Lord for that.
- Last night, I attended a (belated) Feliz Navidad party for our youth. Earlier yesterday I realized that I don't own any plaid.
- Like NONE. And I don't think I've owned anything remotely plaid in about 5 years.
- My second cousin passed away last night and I had to explain to someone that, if we get the snow they're predicting here, my immediate family will not be able to attend the funeral. I then had to go on and say that whether we come or not does not influence the situation. The dead do not get more or less dead. It's kind of a permanent state and the most awkward convo of 2011 thus far.
- On that note, I have decided that snow is pretty and fun if your job will call a day off. Mine won't. Therefore I'm praying hard that we get NO snow.
I feel like this is a "down" post, but I need to say that I'm very excited about the possibility and promise that 2011 holds so far. I am pumped!!
Hope you lovelies are having a wonderful day!!!
me
3 comments:
Sometimes we just need to get out our "down" feelings.
Snow shmow. I never believe it will happen until there are flakes. Seriously...we often get told it is coming and it so doesn't. Call me skeptical.
So sorry about your cousin. Such a sad way to start off the year. Praying for your G-pa. So scary!
That dull ache thing...so. true. <3
I have been in the back of an ambulance many many times...not fun or exciting! Scary actually!
So sorry about your cousin...my heart goes out to all the family.
And I hear you about the snow. Driving in it is totally frightening and I hate it. I pray for no snow for me and for you.
Hugging you
SueAnn
Getting the "down" feelings out makes more room for the happy ones, I believe.
I'm happy that your grandpa is OK, and very sorry for the loss of your cousin.
xoxo
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